treading on uncharted environments

know your limits, that always came to my mind when doing parkour, not this time heh.
as usual, we were doing parkour for RE, one sequence involved a turn vault to a drop that was of no consequence to me, or so i thought. I had not practiced the turn vault for a long time, really out of my emotional league. but frankly, if we let instinct take over, as animals with a few thousand years of experience on the good earth we live in, i didn't think it would let me down.

the film started, there was no space for 'what if i fall?', 'what if i fail?' I can't see the future and i'm pretty sure neither can you(but if you can feel free to drop me a message) at this point in time, you go into limbo, that experience was whack.

I turn vaulted, my only memory of that turn vault was an image of the 'ledge' my feet had to be planted on, then i dropped. half a second it felt fine, as if i was doing it all the time, the suddenly i had tread on uncharted environments, my body realised i had never dropped so far down before, instinct took over, and before i knew it, i landed, knees bent, hands on the ground, ninja style. Damn, never felt so euphoric in my life. Instinct is good, and I will never forget everything I feel about Parkour.

Parkour, instinct, it's just an extraordinary experience for ordinary people.

Charity

flag day today, many thoughts on it, but i'll share a few interesting experiences

my tin was a designer one, with flags of course

there was a mum and her son, the mum wanted to give a few coins, but the son(arnd 6-10 i think) took out his wallet and donated, later he took the flag and gave it to his mum, good kid though.

time to reflect, i have nothing to say here, let it be kept somewhere else where the prying eyes of the internet can't reach.

i'm starting to hate some singaporean netizens, some of them just can't resist posting outrageous, indecent and inconsiderate acts on sites like stomp and crucifying them online, jesus man, just chill.

500ml lemon tea, $1. 1.5L lemon tea, $1.45.

I'd take the 1.5L one.

film

i had no filming projects on tuesday, i ended up with 2 on wednesday. A day can change the world, at least it changed mine.

no one is trustworthy

thank you for teaching me that lessons mum and dad.
someone promised me a bmx if i got full marks for my radian TA, i got it, and got a tongue lashing from them as well.
so what if my assignment was lowest in class, that's not even counted in the CA.
so what if they think my attitude is bad, i still produced results. in this world, results are everything. and they went back on their word. great. fuck off and die motherfuckers.

they don't wanna hear what i don't tell others? fine, let's treat them as strangers. i no longer see them as my parents. good luck to me. i still have that maths cct on monday.

valentine's day

shoot the couples you see on the street for once again, i am dateless. damn.
15 years and still no girlfriend, what a failure i am.
any cute anime-ish girl who's looking for a bf come find me xD

like that's ever gonna happen, anyways i've been seeing couples doing more brazen stuff these days, half of me wants to go like "how romantic..ahh", the other half wants me to shoot them for public misconduct.

nvm, on this lonely night, i still have metal to keep me company.

Metal is Lord. Rock on!

Someday

heh, long time no see blog!
i've deviated from metal somewhat, metal still kicksass, especially COB, but then exploring american hard rock and heavy metal is not bad too.

Still do parkour, abit of freestyle movement, i definitely wanna get a bmx.
Got an electric guitar and have been taking lessons since the start of the year heh.
Power Chords ftw.
My guitar kicksass, a B.C. Rich Metal Master KKV, basically a weird 'V' shaped electric guitar, yea.

What else ar, Sec4 life is boring, especially with so many projects here and there.
My bro joined RC o.0

What should i do with my life, still trying to answer that.

RJC! Only 1 more year! Yea!